Its been a while.....

It has been a while since my last blog.... I went to Australia over Christmas and new year, great time! So lovely to see my very best friend and just hang out. I really Missed my son at first and felt so guilty about not being there for him, the time zone was impossible to call before bed time.
The break did me the world of good, its amazing how quickly I got into the pace of life without my normal responsibilities, school etc... lovely to be care free again. But there was a nagging feeling that I was missing something. when I arrived home my son looked at me like I was just anyone, oh dear i thought have I gone too far this time, he slept in my bed for quite a few nights and I was so glad to be home. A sudden realisation that he is my anchor the only person who keeps me grounded. I was happy to get up and do the school run, pick up dirty washing, took such pride in waking up and seeing his lovely face. I'm not sure why resented these things before. Sometimes you don't know what you have until its gone.